Yeah, but... I dunno. It's like ya said the one time, y' like talkin'. Ain't even sure I got the words. Shit's all complicated. Probably doin' it all wrong anyway...

[ he has a lot of reasons to be unsure of what he's feeling. until very recently, people have questioned everything he's ever thought or felt or said. he doesn't have much confidence that anything in his own head is really valid, which is why he talks himself out of things constantly. ]

How'm I s'posed t' know how to do this? Ain't even good at bein' friends.