[ izō shakes his head, using the hand he still has free to try and hunker down behind the protective shield of his hair and his scarf like he always does. which only manages to accomplish so much. ]
Fuck. Fuck. Jus' don't fuckin' look..!
[ what he doesn't want her to see is his weakness because he's shown entirely too much of that already, in his opinion. it's not even that he's sad — although that's obviously a part of it — more that it's just too much all at once. her kindness on top of everything else just manages to be more than he can handle when he already feels terribly vulnerable and ashamed. ]
Can't do anythin' right... exactly what I got comin' t'me.
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Fuck. Fuck. Jus' don't fuckin' look..!
[ what he doesn't want her to see is his weakness because he's shown entirely too much of that already, in his opinion. it's not even that he's sad — although that's obviously a part of it — more that it's just too much all at once. her kindness on top of everything else just manages to be more than he can handle when he already feels terribly vulnerable and ashamed. ]
Can't do anythin' right... exactly what I got comin' t'me.